7.16.2009

another year.

birthday's always suck.
(shoot to emphasize this occuring in 8 days.)


in my 18th year i have:

come to realize that there is no use blaming other people for my problems, no matter how justified. the only person who can make anything truly better for myself is me.

started several completely new lives.

stopped relying on extremes.

found reasons to be, a future to pursue, and a past i tried to forget.

grown.

you have to break out of your shell (which was colorado in my case) to change your habitual mistakes. otherwise self denial and repetition soothe your conscience into silence.

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