the flesh that sustains me financially is failing me physically.
i've been breathing underwater for a month and now can't inhale fully without a pathetic wheeze escaping my lips and a stinging pain in my breast. foreign drugs have fallen useless, as has healthy eating, a buffed up vitamin regimen, and all the good will i can possibly fathom.
the road is a fucking difficult place to be this sick, and winter is coming.
i go to the clinic tomorrow,
praying i walk out with most of my savings intact.